your v own darling

2010-10-16T08:59:00.002+08:00

Previously,

N'level - Done.

Eid celebration 2010 - Done.

Applying job - Done.

Next,

Dance.

Work.

Holidays.

Enjoy.

2010-09-20T19:55:00.002+08:00

Wooo, its been soooo long since i last updated this thing. Haha. Been busy w life, stuffs and so. (: anyways, life has been upside downs lately, but im glad everything's fine now. Pretty fine! ^^v wooo weees~ And yeah, some of th N'Level's papers have been distributed t us on early September. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, wooooo, quite challenging ler. Tsk. And, now waiting for th rest of the paper t be distributed as well. On th early October. Then we're free! Gonna find work soon. Work and work and work! Hees. And and oh, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i love my babygirls! ^^v and also this Hippo!

2010-08-22T06:24:00.000+08:00

I love love dem', you know ? ^^v

2010-08-09T11:25:00.002+08:00

Wooooooooooo. Left with a little bit more. We're done with the songs. Steps, just a little bit more t go and we're done with everything. Audition here we come! Woohoooo!

Not enough time. - Audition, Performance, Prelim, N-lvl. Tsk! Driving me nuts! Anyhos, HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Jia-yo! Jia-yo! ^^v

2010-07-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

Haha, rambut zaman curly curly last time. (:

I miss this hair. ):

Bah! So, yay! Internet is finally working out. And yes, im back on cyber world. Wohoo!

2010-07-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

Psst! I maybe consider in becoming a make-up artist in 3-4years time. ^^ hehe. Like real. Anyhos, time is definitely, totally, positively moving very fast. Left a total of only 62 days t N'lvl, i repeat.. N'lvl. And Prelim is totally around th corner. It creeps me out. *bite-fingers*

2010-06-25T20:33:00.003+08:00

*look-down* HAHAHA! Sorry about th previous post, it should be, "Stomp The Yard". LOL! Blind.. Blind.. heh. Guess what ? School is down with flooded rain, in th morning. HAHAHA! Had t go t school this morning for Coursework, it was raining cats and dogs! Serious talking, me and Dee was wet like hell. As if we're at Wild Wild Wet siaa. Thought its gonna be fine, but when we reached school, OMG! *eyes pop-out!* Flooded till knee level, yknw! Both our expensive shoes were wet and ugly! Grr. If only we knew its gonna be like this, we'd ve wear flip flops instead! Not only tt, there are also soooooo many cockroaches. Eeeee! Small - BIG sizes! OMG! Its th worst day, i tell you! Haha. Th funny part is when im waiting for Dee at th school busstop, & Mr. Morgan was there too. Like i mentioned above, there were soooo many cockroaches. One one it, crawls ontop of his head! HAHAHA! Fuck tt cockroach siaa. LOL! So funny. Well, enough about today.

Anyhos, tomorrow is my big day! Drumming all th way. Heh. Will take photos, from th start - till th end, alright ? Hope everything's gonna be fine when doing th performance. *praying*.

2010-06-24T12:35:00.002+08:00

- In less than 2 hours time, bestFriend, arrive in Singapore!

(actually, i gotta wrong info, its not yesterday. It's freaking today! And it's been while since i met, talked, joked around with, with bestfriend.)

-He's freaking home today! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *scream out loud!*

3 more days t my biggest day of all time, drumming.
Will be doing performance, like th movie, "Storm the Yard" and th musical, "Storm".

- I hope i'll not mess up th entire performance. If you viewers out there, who are close t me, and wanna catch this *live, come and make an arrangement with me. Heh. ^^

Practice again, and again.

2010-06-23T01:16:00.003+08:00

In less than 2 hours time from now, bestfriend will be flying back home t Singapore.

- Reaching in Singapore today, at around 3pm in th afternoon.

- Pity please, for th dance practice today, at 2pm.

- Last drum practice tonight for Saturday's performance. 26th June.

2010-06-21T21:11:00.003+08:00

A nice hot Teh Tarik should do th trick. (:

- 3 more days t your arrival, bestFriend. ^^

2010-06-20T01:58:00.002+08:00

I'll be your Hero. Cause i could be everything you need, if you're the one for me, like gravity, i'll be unstoppable. Yeah, i believe in destiny, i maybe an ordinary guy with heart and soul, but if you're the one for me then, I'll be your HERO.

I find this lyrics meaningful. LuV it. It's sweet.
Hero - Sterling Knight

2010-06-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today, what i ve is.. hm, dance. Tired but at th same time fun. ^^ make friends with many people lah. Kecoh eh kecoh. Haha. And at th same time, i get t meet lovelies. (miss them), not t forget, Sharul. ^^ but so sad tt Marr and others cannot tag along. Nevermind, on Friday alright. So.. technically, im having drum class tomorrow at night, so will be meeting Marr. But i'll be going JB in th morning till afternoon. Its gona be a long day for me. Pffst.

I luV this week. Cause im pack with activities. Heh.

2010-06-11T16:22:00.002+08:00

I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss you you you you you you you you you you you you.

- I can't wait for "True Jackson's Movie ; Testing True Movie".

Later at 5.30pm on Nickelodeon. ^^

2010-06-07T18:45:00.002+08:00

I miss this outing and yes, obviously these people too! ): tsk! Alright, this may sounds awkward but i miss school. Haha, sch's closed for about two weeks, for us, i mean th sec4s. Not sure about sec5s though, but i guess its th same for them aswell, right ? Heh. So yeah, im bored right now, so i decided t update something, just something. Dead blog huh. Tsk! T kill my boredom, maybe i'll be making my "Chocolate Drizzles" yum yum! Homemade by me, only me. Heheh. Its my recipe from my coursework, nice yknw! *bangge eh bangge.* Menyampah you! =P well, i miss dancing, i mean "our" dancing. Lol. Will mxg Nana Afnah ltr on for something t conferm. ;D basically, many people had gone overseas now. Like Suzs and Tajul ? Yeah, think Suzs had gone t Malaysia. Be back safely! (: and as for Tajul, t Europe. How good! Be back safely too ya! (: alright, tt's all i guess ? Will update again, if im not tt lazy. ^^

2010-05-30T21:19:00.003+08:00

Gimme tt Billabong bag, gimme tt Reebok Freestyle shoe, gimmie tt printed top, gimme tt jeans bottom, gimme tt *what t type about him ?* boy ^^

Just gimme everything. OMG, i sounds greedy, NOT! Haha.

Ohboy, tomorrow schooling. One whole week straight. Way th go!

2010-05-22T19:35:00.002+08:00

I keep changing songs but not updating my blog. How pathetic! -.-

p/s: I would rather sing/hear song than blog. LOL!

Football! Football! - i LuV!

All she knows ;

2010-05-16T17:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, firstly, went cycling w Tajul and gangs t ECP in th morning. They're late and i hate waiting! -.- make sure th next time, no more late okay ? And thank goodness, you ve your reason, which make me feels cooler a bit. After which, at around 5pm, went t Pasir Ris Park ; Pit t celebrate Shahidah's birthday. And today's date ; 16th May 2010, "Happy Birthday t Dearest, Kak Shahidah!" luv you always! Had fun yesterday, met all th people tt i missed veh veh much! Especially Hafiz. ^^ not t forget Nana Meow Meow also, th Burger King girl. =D heheh. Tomorrow is th day where we all will be gettin' results. Boo! Im scared t th max~ HELP ME! );

Labels: i LuV yesterday.

2010-05-08T21:29:00.003+08:00

I fell inLuV not with a human, but with a song.

- I happened t be a strong girl. But it seems weak now.

2010-05-01T18:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST, MUHD LUQMAN BIN TAUFIK !

Hope you succeed in life and also pass your N's this year and let's graduate together!

2010-04-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday. Our school is having E-Learning day but NOT for us. It's only for sec2s & sec3s. Sec4s & 5s ve to come t school as per normal. -.- How boring ? Th school seems t be so quiet since th sec2s & 3s are not around, as in it was like holidays time where we are having some tutorial lessons in school. Haha. So alright, had done studying Social Studies a little bit. Had t prepare for upcoming Mid's next week. Boohoo! So well, there's a lot t catch up for this upcoming exams because, all th topics will be coming out for each subject. See how my life is going so far ? Haha. Grr. Nevermind, suffer now th better. Heh. Basically i'll be study all day long for this weekends & Monday. Will be going t th library or maybe Starbucks. Look forward t Starbucks, i miss its Caramel Coffee drink. ^^ Mann had gone t Melaka for something urgent i guess ? Sad, cuzs tmr is his birthday. Plan t spent time together, but i guess not ? Haha. Have a safe trip bck t Singapore on Sunday later alrights ? (: So, im done blogging. Not a dead blog huh.

2010-04-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

School - Tampines Mall ; Long John Silvas - Home - Chai Chee ; Kenduri - Home sweet Home.

2010-04-21T20:37:00.002+08:00

Yeah, it's kinda hurt, actually ? No one knows how in pain i am right here. Well, i guess tt's just th way it is meant t be, i think ? Perhaps, i'll overcome it soon enough.. I guess ? Bythway, thanks for th ............... ;

- Ive linked everyone tt asked me t link them. *hearts*

2010-04-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

Cooking day will be tmr, instead of today. ):

Study hard, to-day! Grr. L + A + ZY!

Kissin' U.

2010-04-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

It feels like an angel came by.. nd took me t heaven.

Lyrics from - Never Let You Go by Justin Bieber.

Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST, FAIZ OSMAN! ^^

*Will get something nice for you soon.*

2010-04-06T22:09:00.003+08:00

Fall into pieces.

I'll shout out loud just for you t hear nd let you knw tt i'll always be there.

Hi, im happy w my life. Yippy! (:

2010-04-03T01:11:00.002+08:00

I love her veh veh much. (:

- Nur Nadia Natasha.

2010-03-30T19:42:00.002+08:00

I learn a new word today. During English DSP period. Ve you ever heard a word called, "Bre-ke-ret ?" It's pronounce as - Brekeret. Th spelling is not like this, but i spell it so tt you guys will be able t say it. Actually th correct word is "Bracket". But someone pronounced it as - Brekeret! HAHAHAHAHA! *winks* Hahaha, mean me! Lol lol. Thanks t Dee, i learn this today! ^^

Can't wait for CROSS-COUNTRY! ^^

2010-03-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

IM SORRY. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. PLEASEEE.

2010-03-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

- I miss my two bestfriends.
- I miss Aliah.
- I miss K (V).
- I miss Vanilla so much. But.. haish.
Love you guys!

2010-03-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry if my media is a bit childish ? Haha. Oh, i lovee listening t Disney's songs. ^^ All are nice, except for some. ONLY SOME eh. Hehehe. So so so, my form teacher organised us a mini birthday celebrations for January-March babies. Hehe, me eh me! Hahaha. But when th whole class started t sing th birthday song, i felt like, imma no expression person ? Haha. Cuzs, it's waaaaaaaay over alrd. Haha, but i'll still appreciate all th cards, cakes & also song from my wonderful classmates. I mean, not only me, but all th January-March babies! Happy birthday guys! So, K having his friendly match (Takraw) against Bartley sec today. Idk who won cuzs i left, when th game was halfway played. Haha, so long lah, wanna wait. Tired + sleepy alrd seh. So, happily went bck home! ^^ Heheheh. Tmr is Fri. YAY! Happy lah. Weekends can rest but at th same time.. study! -.-' I NEED A BREAK!

2010-03-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

Agreed tt life isn't fair. Accept th fact & be gone. Also, you will not always get what you

want in this world. Bare w it.

Complicated Life begins.. YOU.

2010-03-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

Im so hard.

I miss my BabyBOO.

BabyBOO who ?

Lick IT.

2010-03-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hello. (: now, i am so lazy t blog. Haha, ferst things ferst is that i got no stories t tell t th cyber world. Well, there are some stories happened in my life but i think it's kinda personal for me t actually write it here, in my online diary of mine. So, my apologise. (: tomorrow, Sunday, 21st March 2010, i ve t wake up at 5.30am in th morning.. cuzs, i ve DragonBoat - Marina Barrage. -.- thinking bck, yes! Im soooo lazy t make myself actually wake up in th morning. & its Sunday! Grr. But at th same time, i am excited a little bit ? Haha, cuzs this is my ferst time experience DragonBoating w friends, i mean school. Haha. So perhaps, i will ve fun a little bit, right ? ^^ *can't wait!* But th bad thing is tt, ve t bring some extra clothes, shoes (optional) & towel too. :/ lazy laaaaah ve t bring a big sized bag! Haha. *pemalas aku!* Keh, skip this part. Urmm, since i didn't blog on Thursday, something funny actually did happened. HAHAHAHAHA! Kk, lets start. So after some morning classes, me, Dee, Marr, *insertname* & K went t Tampines t grabbed something t eat. Called K, & meet him at Small Mcdonalds at around 1.30pm ? Yeah, something like tt. Went straight t th escalator t LJS. Didn't ve th thought tt it will be filled w people eating. Haha, swear we were starving. So we decided t eat at KFC then. So, yada yada. Reached KFC & ordered some food. Th best part is, K treated me. ^^ we wanted t share money though but he insist in treating me. So.. why not ? Hahaha. I owe him. (: & yes, *insertname* did treat Dee aswell. *kening naek naek* Hehehehe. & yes, *insertname* left ferst cuzs he needs t rushed somewhere, & fast. So, he did. Left us four. YADA YADA, stories keep on going.. & yes, we did met this one lady. Or i should say, a crazy lady ? HAHAHA!

2010-03-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

K, you would rather buy for me Cornetto Heart Shape Ice Cream ooooooooooor Cadbury Boost Nuts ? HAHAHAHA! :D

2010-03-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

Whole week ve t be in school. Yay or boo ? ^^

Errrrrrm, i waaaaaaaaant.......... "Caramel Coffee" pleaseeee ? Hehs.

; Ah.. one Caremel coffee.

; Ok. With ice blended.

; No.

; *blank face* huh ?

; HAHAHAHA! Okok, sure.

:DDDDDD

2010-03-14T12:10:00.002+08:00

MEPEK BODOH SPAMMERS! -.-

Aku tk kacau kau kan, nak kacau aku buat ape ?!

Dapat trophy ke ? Sheeesh!

Muke aku pecah/burok ?

Beh asal siuls ? Kau care sangat psal muke aku then bawak aku gie face treatment ah siaa! -.-

BACK!

2010-03-10T22:43:00.002+08:00

Yay, im happy tt th situation is already bck t normal. (: Yes, im happy. Im happy for you & you. You: me & you are bck t normal. You: you ve moved on ? Keh, im happy for you. Hope you find a better one.

So school have been suckish these few days. Meet th parents, CW, homeworks, projects.. Urgh! I can't stand it lah but i manage t plan & time all these things in perfect order. Haha, so yay me! Lol lol. Tomorrow meet th parent ?! Wakdush! I don't like lah. I hate meet th parents. I hate it when my teacher ve t meet my parents. I hate it when my parents ve t meet my teacher. -.- *thumbs down!* Haish, tomorrow i'll be locking up myself in th room all day lah. ):

HELP ME!

2010-03-08T19:20:00.002+08:00

There is always tears of sadness behind every smile. Things that you don't wanna make others worried about you or even know tt when & why you're sad. Everyone probably must have sadness & problems within them. It's only th matter of whether you wanna express it out or keep it t yourself. Sometimes when you can't take it, tears will definitely, automatically roll down t your cheeks without even you yourself noticing it. People cried, people laughed. People are happy, people are sad. People fight, people make up. That shows how challenging life can be. In this case, ive done my best alrd. Its up t you t make it happen or make it worse or worst, you decide.

What hurts th most is when your friend hurt you deeply even though you ve put in a lot of effort not t hurt their feelings. Think about not t hurt their feelings but it turn out t be th other way round. Does it shows tt tt person even exactly appreciate your acts ?

- T I Q AAA .

2010-03-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

Friendship is what you need most in your teenage life.

iLuV.

2010-03-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

I wanna sort things out w you. I really want this t end. I really do! YEAH, it hurts. D.A.M.N! Get t know, you didn't turned up in school today, which is kinda -.- t me. Grr. Nevermind, still there's long waaaaaaay t go alright ? So im meeting Aliah today for Maths tutoring. Haha, she's gonna teach me some Maths skills ? Lol lol. Alright, plus i can't wait t meet her. It's like already been 9273654837261537384 days since we last met. Huak huak!

Ohyeah, Dee came t my crib right after school. Supposed t be w Marr, but Marr paitao us! Haha, she said she wanted t go home ferst - get change - go my crib.. Last minute call, she cannot make it. Due t some reasons. (: hehs. But too bad Marr, ade your favourite food! HAHAHA! I know you want it. :D Dee get t eat it over & over again. HAHA, nevermind ks. Lol lol. &&&&&&&& i had fun while doing our English powerpoint project - GLOBAL WARMING. A lot of laughters going on between us two. Haha, & yes we also did make a Global Warming video w our own song. Which is kinda cool & funny. HAHA! Well, you will actually laugh if you were here lah. Lol.

Took 28 w Dee t Tampines central t search for coloured earpiece. Well, Dee went home straight as she was freaking tired & sleepy. Haha. So i went alone, pity. Get t know, IT WASN'T IN TH POPULAR BOOKSTORE! Grr. So bused t Marine Parade around 8.15pm. Waited for bus which is freaking late! Reached Marine Parade at 9.10pm. Rushed t th Popular. Th lights were switched on but...... th doors were alrd SEALED! Arrrrgh! Pity much! -.- Bused home & reached at 10.30pm.

So long, (:

2010-03-04T21:40:00.004+08:00

I want things t be as per normal as soon as possible. Im veh disappointed in you, (insertname). Well, your behaviour towards me. What's my wrong towards you tt you ve t treat me like this ? Am i invisible or what ? You treated me like i was one, just now. Ohwell, maybe for th past days. Sorry, all those previous days, i may take it. But not today. It's too much! Babe, you need t get things right ferst before showing faces t me, right ? Haish. Idk what else t say in here anymore. Right, you're hurt. But about what ? About (insertname) ?! Hello, but then why isit tt im th one who is suffering from your acts ? It should be (insertname) who you must be angry w.. not me darla. & what about my feelings ? Do you even care much ? :/

Ohgod, idk what more can i say. You really pissed me off! ):

Ohyeah, get well soon Dee & Marr. God bless you both! ^^

2010-02-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

Im so sorry if it turns out t be this way.
IM SORRY, _ _ _ _ _ _ );
I hope we can be as close as possible.. through thick & thins.
Im sorry if it hurts you BUT not t forget I am hurt too.

IM VEH SORRY!

2010-02-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

I luv this group photo! Haha, see Annah at th back. Lol, her face soooo funny! HAHAHA! xD Kk, drop it. So im having school tomorrow. It's SATURDAY PEOPLE!, nd im having cca ? -.- *rolleyes* Im having my Guides Thinking Day tomorrow at Kallang Indoor Stadium. So need t be in school by 10.30 full-Uni. But meeting Lynaa, Annah nd Suzs at 9.30am tomorrow infront of 7Eleven. Need t do something. ^^ Haha. Finishing event will be at 4pm, after which think im going t meet my aunt or follow my parents t Bukit Panjang for some event. :/ Lazzzzzzzzy w th capital L! Grr.

2010-02-17T20:11:00.003+08:00

Am i wrong t walk away nd roll eyes on you ? No, im superbly+confidently think tt i should do that t you.(: Hah, im not being cruel but just tt i feel like doing it t you. Does it hurt ? Haha, but not exactly tt hurt like how you did t me.. right ? Thumbs up! I don't giva a DAMN!

Not t forget, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, ALIAH! I miss you nd meet up soon!

2010-02-16T10:06:00.002+08:00

I don't give a damn alright. Do what you wanna do, im fine w it. (:

Hi, i miss you. ): (oh, this is meant for other person)

2010-02-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hihi bloggers! Tomorrow's CNY celebration in mua school. How boring! Every year is th same. All th performances are also quite th same through-out th whole every year. -.- Like i said, L.A.M.E! Haish. So yeah, i just can't wait for th ending part for tomorrow's event. ^^

2010-02-06T08:50:00.002+08:00

Blah blah blah .. Earth/this world is not always peaceful t me. And i dun give a fuck t it! Sorry didn't post for a veh long time. So here i am blogging early in th morning, where people are still sleeping. Just wanna confess something, err .. something happened in school yesterday. It was disturbing me. But idc about it, it wasn't my fault at all. But people can't just understand it, but keep saying it was mine. Well, just say whatever you want, it's your life. By saying such things, think it's gonna help ? Pity. I ve a whole bunch of friends who's there for me. I'd luv t thank them. I knw ive trouble yguys but they are willing t help me out. Tt, i would appreciate vehvehveh much. They are what the called, a 'true friends!' Enough of confession. I did not wanna spoil my morning on this. So, my player's batt was flat, when i ve th enthusiasm t go for a jog, in th early morning. Will not waste time, charged it. Maybe i'll consider t go in th evening. Since no plans are made for today. List of homeworks need t be done, nd not t forget, coursework! Can't just my life keeps getting worse nd worst ?!

2010-01-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hi, i would luv t say thank youu t those who wished me in mxg, school nd also msn. Heheh, i really do appreciate it vehvehveh much! (: Right, i totally luv all th gifts tt i received just now. More t come .. on Monday, right ? ^^ Huak huak! I can't wait. *Nak presents jek aku nie eh!* HAHAHAHA! Oh well, who doesn't luvvvvv presents right ?! HAHAHA! xD So, something happened in school today. Haha, totally embarassed Dee's face off! Lol. Mdm Siti (mua favourite teacher) give me a "Happy Birthday" sign balloon. Guess what ?! Ade jek org jealous tao. HAHAHA! Plus idk how did mdm Siti knows tt Dee's jealous, she asked Afnah how Dee reacted after giving me th balloon. Si Afnah pulak, veh smart. Go nd tell her tt she was JEALOUS! HAHAHAHA! *AMEK KAU DEE!* LOL! After school, walked passed office (on our way t class), saw miss Nadhirah nd mdm Siti. Ape lgik, mdm Siti pn kacau Dee! HAHAHAHA! Malu kappa ?! Lol. xD nd till now, itu org tengah maluuuuuuuuuuu! HAHAHAHA! xD

Even tho im happy now because its my birthday. Im still alittle sad w two person. Its still no complete w/o it. Im disappointed on you two .. );

2010-01-29T00:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

YAY! Heheh. (:

2010-01-26T18:30:00.001+08:00

Veh pity! ): I lost my voice! HAHAHA! );

Suare baik punyaaaaaaa!

2010-01-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

24th January. Yay! Its mama's birthday.

Celebrate! Celebrate! I wanna eat cake! Cake! Haha. Happy birthday mama. May you panjang umur okeh ? I luvv you always, so veh veh veh much! (:

CNY coming .. WHAT T WEAR ?! ): Bythway, i bought Amalina's present already. Heheh.

2010-01-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

COURSEWORK! COURSEWORK! COURSEWORK!

All i can think of are these 10 letter words.

Draft one - DONE!

Draft two - doing.

Both drafts are only for Task Analysis. Still, i got a long way t gooooooo .. Zzzzzz!

*sleeping in class*

2010-01-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

See my bright thumb ? I ve th power nd th ability t curse you! He.he!

Food nd Nutrition tomorrow ? Urgggggh! Coursework, A.G.A.I.N!

2010-01-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

Haha, it comes w th wings. But perhaps, its too small for me. Its my adek sedare's one. Haha, exactly, its a small kids things. So i only take th feelers. Huak huak! (: FYI, i hate butterfly. Idk why ? Haha, i know its such a beautiful insect w great colours on their wings, but i just hate it. :/ I went t my uncle's chalet at Aloha Loyang yesterday. Th place was nice, i luv! Not like Downtown/Costa Sand. This one is much more expensive nd nicer! HAHA! Eventually, Hardi DEEDEE *a person tt i get t know in Fb* had his birthday pit yesterday near Aloha. He asked me t come over, but i didn't. Haha, bad me, i know. Afterall, its quite far siuls. I came by car in th afternoon, nd yeah its far. If by legs, i can say its far. If by bicycle, not far. HAHA! Nehmind lah, ive wished him already. ^^ Happy 17th birthday (yesterday) Hardi DEEDEE! =D

2010-01-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hihi, its been awhile since i last make my blog un-private. Haha, now its un-private already .. Err, yeah. Just wanna change blog status for th time being only. So, all are welcome kehs ? (: So today, i can say its quite a tiring day, but i had fun when me and bestfriends sabotage Lynaa because tomorrow is her birthday. ^^ Haha, pity her. I accidentally hit th water bomb right on her face. Ouch! I knw, it hurts. HAHA, sorry darling. But, you had fun, right ? (: Heheh. It was all planned by Annah. She planned tt me, bestfriends and Ifah t sabotage Linaa. Haha, but she herself didn't turn up just now. -.- She ve t rush home right after cca. And Ifah pulak, don't know went where .. HAHA! Haiyo, check-check die pat canteen ngn Azmi. Tsk-tsk! Apedeh! HAHA! So, after which, headed home, went for night classes nd here i am, blogging. =D

And bythway, Aisyah nd memebers dropped by TKSS right after school. Not exactly after school, maybe around 2+ pm ? Yay! I get t hug Aisyah like so many time. Heheh. I missed her. ): Meet me soon, alright ?

2010-01-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Idk what t post ? ..

2010-01-11T22:23:00.003+08:00

Imraan ? Who th hell siaa ? Haha. Grr, cursed you Shahrul (ex boyF) for giving him my number. Among all your girl-friends, why me ? -.- Lazy t type. Niways, O's has been released today. Yes, officially today. Tears of joy/sadness ive seen just now, makes me nervous. Imagining when it's my turn next (for N's). Will it be tears of joy ? Or sorrow ?

Congrats t all of you guys who did it. Continue t work hard, nd t those who didn't exactly achieve in what you all guys expected from yourself, don't ever give up alright. (: Stay strong nd continue studying. Never say dieeee. Hehs. Luvv you all!

2010-01-06T18:33:00.003+08:00

Ive tried straight. Ive tried curl. What's next ? Think not gonna make anymore. It's time for natural hair. Lol. Ive comb my curl hair already. Still there's abit of curls. It's just too stubborn t disappear. :/

2010-01-05T19:58:00.005+08:00

So i had my ferst lesson on Airline. In th morning, was lame/boring! After recess, great/fun! Heheh. We were doing make up session. But only Iya, Yaya nd Dee was selected. Dee was selected cause we sabo her. Lol. ^^ Some of th compacts are so white like th NDP make up, so basically, we started talking abt NDP 08 (2 years back). While Ms.Wendy (who's doing th make up) was talking t Yaya abt her eyebrow. Then then i accidentally hear Dee masok campor saying, "Yeah, 2 year." Meaning, Yaya plugged her eyebrow for 2 years. HAHAHAHA! Siak siak! Then eyeshadow for Yaya. Ms.Wendy asked for Ifah's opinion on what colour suits her, but she pointed th colours for blusher. Ms.Wendy go, "Oh tt's for blusher." HAHAHAA! Everyone laughs! Heheh. Dee's turn, me nd Ifah wanted t give her all th bright bright colour make up, wanted t sabotage her. HAHAHA! But surprisingly, th colours tt we picked, turn out beautiful. HAHAHA! Naseb eh Dee! xD Lol. But swear, it is beautiful. (: Then Dee started t mula mula kembang kembang already. HAHAHAHA! Joking eh babe. Lol. I swaer, just now was fun, right after recess. Hoping tomorrow will be better. ^^

2010-01-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

School had started already. ): But at th same time, im happy. T get t meet all my ladies nd gentlement. *ehem-ehem*. Heheh.

Tomorrow will be having Elective Module till Friday. Yay! Happy me. (: This time round, "Airline". Brother off t KL tomorrow morning. His flight going t be at 4am, so family nd i will be sending him t th Airpot at 3.30am. ): Most of all, ve fun!

This year's class, 4N2. Together w sweetheart. Happy! ^^

2010-01-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010 NEW YEAR everyone. My resolution is,

Do success in studies.
Pass my N'level next year t go t sec5/get a good course.
Spend quality time w family/cousins (as usual).
Friendship stays strong w sweetheart, bestgirls-boys nd lovelies.

What about yours ? Heheh.

I swear, ilyou guys alot lot lot. Toodles 2009 nd hello 2010. (:

Happy holidays everyone. ^^

2009-12-28T23:40:00.005+08:00

Back! Miss me ? Heheh. So, trip t Melaka - Seremban - KL - Johore was superb w family. Fun, i can say. Felt like don't wanna come bck t Singapore. *fake* Huak huak! Went out for awhile just now w cousin t give some little bit of something, reached Bedok nd saw *someone* w his fellow friends, going camping i guess ? Kiwek, tkyh step ah sia kau ? Chibai buto perangai kau. -.- Aku senyum, kau tunjok muke kau yg step tuh ? Pikir muke kau banyak hansem ? -.- Next time, i don't wish t smile whenever i sees you, fcuker.

2009-12-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hihi, im away alright. Not tt long, for just about 4-5 days like tt ? So, miss me ks ? HAH, if you want t. Lol. Nd Merry Christmas t all who's celebrating it. (:

Will be missing you you guys! *yknw who you are* ^^

Peace ~

2009-12-23T23:40:00.001+08:00

Yes, they're back from camp. HAH, miss them like 85769786758490347 times. Next stop, will be my turn t be away. ~ Peace!

2009-12-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

Picture above : Paris at night.

Isn't Paris such a beautiful/romantic place t be ? I wish i could stay there right now. Lol. *as if* If only i got th money, right guys ? (: I'll be going Paris in 93745366453672876453 days time. When i grow up nd i ve th money. Be jealous! Huak huak! ^^ I really really wanna go Paris. Like for god sake. Haha. ):

2009-12-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

So how ? Aren't we like a model ? Huak huak!

Your future Singapore's Next Top Model. Just wait alright. Hahaha! ^^ i luv us! (:

2009-12-19T00:18:00.001+08:00

This picture is for Dee. (: She luv this. Huak huak!

I absolutely luv Dee's birthday celebration. Plans turned out perfectly. ^^

2009-12-17T21:12:00.015+08:00

Happy 15th birthday Dee! (: Lovelovelove you.

2009-12-15T21:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TODAY HONEY! (:

Hope you had fun today hor. Gegek! Wah, da 15. Da kakak kakak seh. Lol. xD Meet you on th 18th. ^^ wo ai ni girlF. ((:

2009-12-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

A last minute planned an outing w family just now. :/

2009-12-11T21:39:00.006+08:00

Met Min just now. Chill chill w him near my place. (:

2009-12-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

I miss miss miss miss miss them. ):

Err, sweethearts, bestgirls/boys nd lovelies. );

Where are you guuuuuuuuuys ? Bahaha! );

2009-12-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

Add abit of sugar, spice nd everything nice. It turns out t be great.

Im not missing youuuu.

2009-12-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

Singapore green. Go green! HAHAHAHA! -.- Lame, i know. Lol.

I miss, my humans! ): * yknw who you are *. ^^

2009-12-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello. Ive got nothing t say ..

2009-12-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

I catched this muvee yesterday w Suzs, Faiz, Din nd Fir at CS. Th show was just okeh okeh lah, not exactly how awesome tt i expected it t be. But it's quite okeh lah, like what Suzs said. Lumayan ~ Lol. Don't care much, as long as i get t see Taylor Lautner it should be okeh for me already. ^^ Zomg! Taylor Lautner superb hothot heat, i swear. W those biceps nd th stomach muscles was like sooooooo, *im melting* HAHAHA! I luv luv luv luv! ^^ As for Robert, okeh lah. Hot still. ^^ Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, i HATE th ending part. Sibei! -.-

2009-12-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

Bitch bitch bitch bitch. Bitch luvs you. ^^

2009-11-30T22:21:00.004+08:00

Im sick nd tired of hearing from my friends tt you're one type of a guy who is not faithful t girls at all. It's a clear thought tt i am not gonna waste my time thinking about it. Goodbye feelings nd hello new me. (: Actually it's been a while alrd tt ive moved on. But now, it's a confirm. Well, you're not worth of my love anyways. So whatever suckeeeeeeeeeeer! -.- _______(a guy's name), you bitch!

So i ve a little primary school gathering just now at Ecp. It's was fun i should say. It's fun t see them again, they ve change ( t a pretty peoples (: ). Sad tt some of them could not make it. *cursed!* Hahaha! I really wanna see them. But t bad la. -.- Meet them again on Michael's birthday. He's gonna treat us tickets t WildWildWet if im not wrong ? Haha. *Dee! Aku finally dapat pergi WildWildWet! HAHAHAHAHA!* Yeah, hope it's confirm. *pray hard*

Twilight Saga ; New Moon. 3rd-Dec. Date ohkay ?! Hehee.
Irfan had gone t Malaysia today. Will be back on Friday. ^^

2009-11-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

So, i went Snow City w Dee just now. She got two free tickets. Two only! (: So we headed t Jurong at around 12.30. It was quite a trip, i should say. Soooo far. Trained down there. Reached around 2pm nd get started w all th stuffs. I shall say tt i had fun just now. Th slide was quite okeh when we went for th ferst time. But th fun part begins when we went th second nd third time. Hehehs! ^^ We were told not t bring our camera inside, but we did, senyap-senyap. Haha! But it was freaking hard la t take photos. Photographer all over th place! -.- We just manage t take 2 photos. Sodeeeeeeh pe ?! -.- Nvm, atleast ade kenangan. Gegek! I luv th trip t Snow City w her! Thanks again for th tickets makcik! ilyou so much! [:

2009-11-27T20:20:00.003+08:00

You make me type, say all those words (above in th picture).

im heart broken still.

2009-11-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

Close ones/peoples are having some major problems nowadays. Makes me wonder, why ? Things need t be settle up fast. Maybe i can make them cheer up ? (: Well, it depends on how good i am. But i always think tt im not tt good. *see my luck* Well, you guys out there cheer up ohkay nd be strong. I knw you guys are strong, Tiqaaa believe in you guys! Gegek! [: Sort things out slowly nd easy, don't rush. Trust me. Need someone t talk t ? Call me. ^^ or text. Hehe.

Me . Am . Tired still. ): My ass nd legs are still in pain whenever i stretch myself. Urggh! Curse th bicycle trip tt i had on Monday. *insert angry face* nd oh, it has been 13teen days we, us, me, you ve not been talking, mxg-ing, chatting, meeting nd also talk-on-th-phone. ):

i miss us, you. ):

2009-11-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

Pictures on : Friday 20th November @ Bedok Reservoir's Mcdonalds.

Irfan's stupid face! Haha.

ps:/ I really need t start back my diet time-table! D:

2009-11-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

I went t Dee's crib just now. T insert some musics into my mp3. My comp was abit sort -.- it cannot insert songs into my mp3. So i asked for Dee's help nd she's willing t help me. Lol. While waiting for th songs t transfer, we did some homeworks. Good girls aren't we ?! Hehe. I repeat, good girls! Haha. So thanks t tt makcik, i get all th songs. Weees ~ Tomorrow will be having Step Up programme. Last activity. From morning till night at 10pm. If you guys texted me, sorry late replies hor. Hehs. [:

Im still having my ass nd legs cramps. ):

2009-11-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

I luv it. I love all th people around me. They make me feel save. Things are just t messy in my head for th passed days, i need t stack it bit by bit. But now w them around, i think they ve made me a new kid w a happy life, i repeat again, a happy life. Hehs.

2009-11-20T21:10:00.005+08:00

*clear thoughts* Thanks Aliah! I will take up your advice, seriously.

Nddddddddddddddddddddddd Irfan, service kene potong kappppppppppppa ?! Muahahahahahahahaahaha!

2009-11-19T21:05:00.001+08:00

No, i can't .. So how ?

*still rotating in my mind*

2009-11-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

I had fun. Bye!

ps/: Why so far away ?

2009-11-17T02:35:00.004+08:00

Time check ; it's 2.35am nd im still awake. Haha, my eyes are just sooooo wide open when i onlined just now at around 1. But now, it's half open, i cn say. I blog when i wanna offline, so yeah. Yesterday went t watched, *guess what muvee* A.S.T.R.O BOY. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Well, it's not me who wanna watch it, it's my small bro. He asked me t go watch w him, so i did. See see, imma vvvv good sister yknw! *wide smile* Hehe. At ferst i thought th muvee is gonna be merapek because Hazwan told me th muvee sucks. Haha, but then when i watched it, it's quite ohkay yknw ? Hahahaha, i knw this may sounds lame. Lol. Ala, si Hazwan tuh merapek jer. Hahaha. So yeah, a short one tho. Im going out again, today w them (th best). Huhur, i can't wait. =D Good morning nd good+half night. ^^

ps/: Im still wondering .... why ?

2009-11-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

Can i ve one more kiss ? One more touch ? I just can't get enough of you cause im in th rush, gotta fly awaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ~ i wanna get my ear pierce again, can ? This time round it's left ear. *pity pleaseeeeeeeeeeee*

2009-11-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

"If you're quiet, you're not living. You gotta be noisy, colourful nd lively." Many this for us to doooooooooooooo. ♥

p/s: i luv pork, i swear i miss pork. where are youuuuuuuu ?! *even tho, you seldom read/surf into my blog, it's all about youuuuu.*

2009-11-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tired. Sleepy. Met Suzs nd Marr t go Kallang just now t survey/search for something-something. *wink-wink* I miss Dee alot. ): When cn i meet her ? Please. Takecare!

Nd pork, mane menghilang ?! D:

2009-11-11T21:37:00.004+08:00

Why ?!

Awkward feelings. I need t clear some things in my mind right now. It's been awhile things happened. Maybe i cn't take it anymore ? Or im giving up right now ? Im feeling sad, unhappy nd also idk what t do right now. Tears keep falling down onto my cheeks. Red eyes + red nose doesn't seems t be helping me. I'll get flu w all these tears. This is not my ferst time ever, neither it will be my last. );

Please. Please. Please.

2009-11-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not been updating this shitt. Frankly speaking, im just plane lazy t type what i did/did nothing nd stuffs. My hands are just stubborn t make useful t type nd press on th keyboard. Haha. Hell yeah, i mean it. Holidays are driving me insane, good abt holidays is just tt we get t sit at home, spent some quality times w family nd friends nd things tt are slacky. But what i do knw is tt, if i make myself t sit at home nd do ntg, like wth ? Im bored t death! Make my ass grow big! =.= Niways, just invited minlost. He've been wanting t read all th post ? I guess. Haha. He's an idiot! Lol. What's on my mind now, is tt, im missing people. Lots nd lots of people. Let me list them, since im fxuking bored right now. =.= Haha. I miss, Dee. Marr. Suzs. Fanaa. Elyna. Jaja. Irfaan . Faiz. Faiz Osman. Atyra. Luqman. Aliah. Irfan. Nazri. Fahmi. Minlost. Jasser. Afrah. Haziqah. Faa. Amalina. Jannah. Nadia (cousin). Adli (cousin). Vivian. Natasha. Desiree. I think there a lots more, but these is all i cn think of right now. Hoho. xD Ohkaye, what i want this holidays t be, is tt i want,

T meet my sweethearts, bestgirls/boys nd luvlies.
Meet pork.
Watch 2012 this Thursday.
Watch Twilight; New Moon (coming soon).
Have class gathering. Either picnic/pit.
Have th best birthday celebration for Dee (tt me myself ve been planning all this while).
Have new tops. Tt includes dresses. ^^
Starbucks!
Long John Silvas!

Err, i think tt's all ? Haha. I guess la kan. Hehe. ^^ Anyways, goodnight! ((:

2009-11-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

LOL! I find this one quite interesting t read. Read this girls! =D

Girl: Hey

Boy: What?

Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.

Boy: Ok...

Girl: What do you mean "ok"?

Boy: I don't like you like that...

Girl: Why not?

Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time ...

From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up.

Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!

Boy: Do you really wanna know why?

Girl: Yes!

Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! (The nerve!! soo superficial!!)

Girl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!

The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out.Then her cell phone rings.

Girl: Hello?

Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.

Girl: Alright Mom.

Mom: I love you.

Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Mom: Bye Bye.

Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

Girl: I'm not pretty enough...

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She opened the door and was shocked atthe site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cutsall over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror were these words written in blood: "Am I pretty enough now?" No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then forward this to everyone you know. A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to bet old they're not good enough... NO GIRL DESERVES THIS!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! ^^

Nd i miss sweethearts. ):

2009-11-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

I hate my cheeks =.= nd im craving fer

*Starbucks nd LJS. ):

Sombody please take me there. Hehe.

Bye, iluv pork!

2009-11-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

♥( pork )♥

ilyou nd imyou cb! ):
♥

2009-11-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

Fer th sake of Dee, i just created a new account in Facebook. HAHA! I know, like im soooo slow t actually start now ? Lol. But who cares kan, atleast i ve one, NOW. Haha. Today didn't go out at all cause i feel like not going out or lepak. My body seems t be tired today, idk why ? Hm, tomorrow will having Step Up programme in school. From 1-4pm. I sooooo dun ve th mood t go. -.- But if i didn't turn up, Ms Dolly is gonna kill me! She's one type tt always make herself useful t chase her students if doesn't turned up fer her programme. Stalker ? Hahaha! xD So yeah, pork is having some problems. He didn't sleep last night, i mean th whole night. I didn't knw a thing tt he didn't sleep yesterday. But yet i was sleeping like a pig! -____- How bad i am. Ohgosh, im sooooo sorry darl. I hope you are fine now. Received a text from him just now. Atlast he texted me. He said he was sorry tt he didn't text me cause he had school nd then after which he bumped into his bed nd sleep. Pity him. ): Darl, i hope you are fine now ohkay ? Anything just tell me. *luvssssssssss*

Let me recall what i did on Sunday. HAHAHA! All th sudden i think about Sunday. So, met Aliah nd Irfan t lepak. They wanna meet, rindu aku! Hahaha! xD So, met Irfan at Bedok around 2.30. He's soooooo like fucking idiot. I cnt see his face, if i do, automatically we will start fighting (bukan tumbok tumbok). All th way from Bedok till Bedok Reservoir, we fight, fight nd fight. He's super irritating, instead of taking bus 60, he said take 87 better. Much more faster. Like wth, we cn take 60 which is waaaaaay nearer t th Macd than taking 87, arsshole! Haha. Met Aliah at 3 at Macd.

Aliah: *shocked* Korg pakai baju same ?

Me: NONONONO! It's just a coincidence. Irfan yg bodoh gi pakai ni baju!

Irfan: Haha! Sial ah, kao yg sebok bodoh!

Aliah: *keep on laughing*

Me: Kan aku suroh kao change baju psal rumah kao dekat, kao yg taknak! -.-

Irfan: Aku malas ah. Lagikpon rumah aku da tkde org. Sumer gi jemputan.

Aliah: Kekek ah korg!

Me: *show th geram face*

HAHAHAHA! Understand ? Lol, if tk. Tkpe, phmkan aje. Hehs. After which at around 5+, met pork. He stayed nearby. Opposite th Macd. He's soooo fucking tall. He' 180 nd i like, 152 ? Tsk! Like brother nd sister. HAHAHA! But like what Dee said, height doen't matter pe. LOL! xD Nd, im missing pork alrd. ): *meet me soon!*

I Heart Pork! ^^

2009-11-02T18:12:00.002+08:00

TODAY MARKS TH DATE NOV SECOND 2009.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T BOTH HAZIQAH ND ATYRA! Luv you guys alots. Hope you guys ve fun today. Both, meet up soon kaes ? T Haziqah, hope you pass ur N's. (: nd Atyra, hope you pass ur O's. (: xoxo!

2009-10-31T19:09:00.002+08:00

BORING! BORING! BORING!

Today's boring day fer me, obviously. Didn't go out or whatevs w people. Neither w family/cousin nd friends. ): No plans at all. Think maybe they're busy, i meant friends nd cousins. Haha. So Naz called me just now, he was bored at home t. I was eating yet he called. =.= Asking if next week are we going t go out or not ? Haha, maybe we are ohkay. Dun worry, will keep you guys update. (: Pork went out w family today. T Airport club. Haha, how good. Atleast there's no boredness in him. LOL! Yesterday night mxg'in w him till 1+am. Both watched channel 19 nd both like keep on talking abt th character in th muvee. It's was funny talking abt th characters. Lol. ^^ We watched 13 ghosts nd th Convenant. Th 13 ghosts was abit scary. Not like tt scary but just disgusting. Haha. This is all tt FAT PIG's fault. Th face of th ghost is still like rotating in my head. How disgusting it was. -_______- HAHA! Well, im fucking bored right now, so gonna read people's blog, surf nd put new songs in mp3. Haha. Boring. ): imyou guys! ; Sweethearts, bestgirls/boys nd lovelies. ): 2 more days t Haziqah's birthday. =D

2009-10-30T21:37:00.002+08:00

Im gonna miss my 3N3 2009!

So, today it's th last day of school. No more 2009. Most of us will be separated from each other. ): Some will be retained, nd some will be promoted. I just can't accept that some of my bestgirls/boys are retaining next year 2010. I feel sorry fer them nd ofcourse, sad. ); I wanna see us all graduate at th same time. But, you guys must not give up ohkay ? Try harder next year. Im sure you guys cn do it. (: I ve faith in you guys! ilyou guys pretty much alot! Speaking of this, pork get promoted t sec4 next year. He passed everything except Maths nd Combine Human. But im glad he get promoted. YAY! (: Good job darling. Teacher's comment fer him is tt, he's a entertainer, well like by peers nd sometimes playful. -.- HAHAHAHA! I support th teacher's comments. LOL! As fer today is th last day, im gonna miss sweethearts/bestgirls nd boys like alot. Meet up ohkay ? Nd yes, i'll be having some plans fer this holidays. Heheh. I hope this plans will work so successfully nd perfectfully aites. (:

Nd t Dee, cheer up darling. I knw how you feel. ):